can you tell I don't like him???

I heal others' wounds and leave my own unstitched
My heart is dedicated to beating and nothing more
You're like a child, you ignore reality
His secret is out, i know you heard it
This should be hell for you, but you don't seen to see it
It's obvious he doesn't love you
Why do you let lies pass all around you?
Keep living by your routine
You pretend to have a great relationship
He says he loves you
I love you means nothing coming from a liar
Nothing will make him actually love you
Staples come undone, it already fell to the ground
You can't get hurt if you trick yourself into believing a bunch of bull
Newsflash: actions speak louder than words
Heartbreak or heartache, you get one or the other
you're in a lose lose situation, doll
don't for get I heal others wounds, I'll do the same for yours
You tune out what I say
You deserve better
If love is a circle going round and around
Why is yours shaped like a square?
This "love" kinda makes me wanna gag
He doesn't love you
You only love him cause he knows how to lie
I've been told to stay out of it
Heard it's not my place to talk
I can't help it, I love you

your lullaby

Walking around late at night
Your mind full of random nonsense (thoughts you can’t sort)
The rhythm of/ your sleepless nights
Have come to say their last goodbyes
Stop tossing and turning, listen to what I have to say
Toss your Ambien down the drain
It’s a waste of money and only makes you groggy
Ill be your personal sandman
You’ll sleep like the dead
Still and motionless
This is your lullaby
Ill sing you to sleep
Goodbye
Let my words carry you to/ never land, just/ dream (and)
Tuck yourself in,/ hold your pillow tight
It’s already past midnight
And your attitude isn’t much fun when I’m callin for you
Ill be your chronic insomnias cure baby, I’ll teach you when to sleep and how
Stop wishing for sleep, cuz eyes wide open don’t help anything at all
Close your heavy eyes and turn your mind off
Let your worries and doubts fade away
I’ll sing you this lullaby one last time
I’ll sing you to sleep
On those dreamless nights
To a land of perfection
This is your lullaby
I’ll put you to sleep
Let life fade into the distance
As you enter neverland I want to say
Sweet dreams

these things are true

This whole thing was flawed from the beginning
You clung to me like some kind of magnet
I began to find many things I did not like about you
You have overstayed your welcome
Do you get what I’m saying?
I really do feel bad about this
I paid stuff for you, we were good friends
Simple things turned into arguments
Why can’t you act your age for just a night?
Can you cover yourself up a tad, not everyone wants to see all of that skin
I’m really not proud of myself
Ripping you to shreds behind your back
I feel like a jerk for saying these things
But I can’t ignore how I feel about you
Must you bring her everywhere we go?
Can you even function without her?
She is always uninvited
I once thought you were awesome
You could say we were siblings
Now nothing but strangers
I really feel bad about it all
But I grew up and you didn’t
You care so much and I couldn’t care less
It’s sad, just give up on it like I did
I can’t handle you anymore
Later, I’m leaving

teen summer

Pile in the car, summer has officially begun
Turn up the music louder, louder
Sing along with no cares or worries
Let’s waste our time, waste the whole day
With our best friends
This is the summer we’ll always remember
No where to go, but many places we went
Our time was all wasted, filled with long nights
And days snoozed away
All with our best friends
No may needed we have no certain destination
All I know is we are going somewhere
We’ll live in the moment, roll the windows down
We’ll fill the wind with our joy
As the sun kisses our skin
This is the summer we’ll always remember
No where to go, but many places we went
Our time was all wasted, filled with long nights
And days snoozed away
All with our best friends
Join me out on the hood of the car
We’ll look at the stars
Make a wish that one shot through the sky
The stars begin to dim and the moon seems to fade
Our night once again turns into day
This is the summer we’ll always remember
No where to go, but many places we went
Out time was all wasted, filled with long nights
And days snoozed away
All with our best friends
Quick the light is red, everyone jump out and find a new seat
This fire drill is only for fun
On the horizon waves break making a foam of white
Take off your shoes and run in the sand
Lay a towel down and get a tan
Pile in the car, this is the summer we’ll always remember

party time

Come dressed in your best attire
Ties and dresses, come to impress
This is a formal get together, formal
Nothing crazy, I swear
Leave your coats at the door
Come on in and converse with others
It’s going to be a nice, quiet night
Everyone starts to chat
Boredom slowly fills the air and smiles start to disappear
I feel this “party” isn’t much fun
We’ll really get it started
Because lets be honest it really hasn’t begun
Pour a few splashes of white gold in the punch
Just a few more drops
Laughter begins to fill the air, everyone is getting giddy
She is a little tipsy
Welcome to MY party
It’s all about fun
Come in as you are, bored with your daily routine
I’ll spice up your life
Jump in on this party

porcelain doll

Laying in the grass soaking up the sun
Watching the clouds go by, she is happy
Carefree and bright
Her tough exterior hides so much
Pain, loss, tears, and lies
The late night fights she tried to ignore
Yelling a pillow could not muffle or hide
She acts unbreakable
She really is a fragile doll with a permanent smile painted on
Be careful with her, she can easily break
She put herself back together after she broke
Please don’t break her, be careful with the fragile doll
From afar her smile conceals so many dark secrets
Like her trust that seems to be so easy to gain
It’s hard to gain an ounce
So many promises broken, making her trust fade
Her bottled up secrets tightly secured
Like the Jack Daniel’s in the garage causing rage
Her heart covered in patches and tape
Big pieces missing, where did they go?
Leaving for weeks at a time
Weeks turning into months
They see what she wants, being unbreakable
She really is a fragile doll with a permanent smile painted on
Be careful with her, she can easily break
She put herself back together after she broke
Please don’t break her, be careful with the fragile doll
She isn’t unbreakable that porcelain doll

unnamed

I’m pretty sure I have a song in me
I won’t stop singing till my lungs start screaming
Put on your headphones and avoid the conversation
I dare you to find the key
The key to this insane mind
Look all around you, high and low
You’ll never find it I lost it years ago
Stumble into this world, you won’t find your way out
This place isn’t as locked up as you thought
Listen to this secret: It’s going to be big
It’ll drive you insane, do you understand what I’m saying
I’ve got this mic you’ve got a megaphone
Let’s team up and shout
Everyone will hear, put your doubts aside
I know I’m good but I don’t wanna die young
You say you’re good too, lets prove them wrong
Lets walk across the ivory piano keys
Make a tune all will sing
Get it stuck in their heads, they’ll sing it down the halls
Kid I’m pretty sure you’re confused
I’ll teach you how to build a house out of life’s roadblocks
Idolize no one, make your own mark
This pen will carve a mark that all will remember
They don’t know what we do